You Always Be There For Me

I bet you guys already read my FB's status. for those who did~


I dunno where else to turn to when I really in a bad condition. Especially when he's not around.
I keep telling myself that I'm strong & can handle this all alone.
But, at the end, I'm lost. Lost with my own feelings.


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I admit, I also did mistake. & that's why I keep saying "Life is a learning process".
The process wont stop till our last breathe. Selagi bernyawa, selagi tu la kite akan terus belajar.


Dan sepatutnye guru baru seperti Fara ni ditegur & diajar jika ade wat kesilapan.
Bukannya ditengking, dimaki & dimarahi depan orang lain. Apatah lagi klu depan students!!
& that's the reason why I'm so pissed off with her today!


Nasib baik la Fara mule belajar camne nak respect rakan sejawat kite walaupon dalam keadaan yg tegang.
All I can say, "Lucky her"....


Memandangkan umor die pon lbih kurang sebaya my mom, mmg Fara tak sampai ati langsung nk tengking die semule tadi.
I thought, by using a lower tone, die akan cool. Tapi tak, makin meninggi plak sore die.


& memang padan lah selama ni all teachers in the staff room hate her so much!
No wonder~
Before this I just keep silent cos my prinsip, "Tak yah jage tepi kain orang".
& yupp, that's what I did..Before!


But I guess, not anymore. Once she triggered my anger, until forever I wont forget it.!


Boleh je klu die nak tegur Fara elok-elok tadi. For sure I will try to do as what she says. Tapi ni tak, men nak terkam je. Memang nak kene la tadi tu!



EEeeee, GERAM!!!!!!


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Actually tadi after the fight, I tried pujuk diri sendiri supaya kuat, jgn nangis.
But at last, sebab da tak tau sgt nk wat cmne, I texted him. Mengomel la mcm2 kat die.


Tak sempat nak fold the phone, he called me. Dengar je sore die, teros jatuh air mate ni tak semena-mena.
Tak sempat lagi cter ape2, teros nangis teresak-esak.

Huhuhuhu.
Poor him terpaksa call me dari jaoh. & bila da call, ckp nye tak. Nangis je lebih.



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After about 5 minutes of crying, baru la Fara cool down. & slowly, I told him of what had happened, A-Z.


Then, he straightly gave advices.
& seakan dapat semangat baru bile dgr nasihat die sume tu.
Like magic!!!
Dari nangis terus le tukar jadi gelak!!!!


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B, Thanks a lot for the advices u gave. I know, after all, you still there to support me. I'm sorry for making you worried, Sayang. & sorry again for disturbing you while you're working. At first I thought I could handle all this on my own. But, the fact is, I couldn't! I can be strong but once I fall, it's hard for me to wake up again. Thanks for giving me the strengths at the time I really need it.

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Thanks too to all teachers who understood my situation this afternoon. Your supports are more than enough.



~at least I know yang korg mmg sgtttt bencikan 'kerepot' itu & sterusnya menyokong tindakan saye!~




Hahahahaha




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