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today is officially 17 January..
means da masok 4 ari Farid drydock kt Pasir Gudang..



BUT


poor me~
I cant go there to meet him..
Farid duty 8am till 6 pm everyday..malam ni td die d event ngan crew2 sume..n tomorrow plak he'll be on duty for 24hours..


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Plan asal mmg Fara nk tron sane weekend ni..but after he told me his schedule, mmg Fara kene re-planned everything back..
Plus, he told me not to go there this weekend..takut tak dapat nk spend time with me..kang tak pasal2 Fara g sane without meet him..sia2 je nnt..


So, after a long discussion, maka I'll go there this coming weekend!!!
Whoooooa~
Hehehehehehe



Walaupon pada asalnye Fara plan nk g jmpe die 2 kali this weekend & next week, tp takpe la..yg penting, Fara g sane dapat jumpe die!!!better than never kan???
Seremban to Pasir Gudang da la jaoh semacam..Fara plak mmg tak pernah drive ke Selatan sorg2..tp bak kate org, LOVE IS BLIND kan???
Hahahaha


Love Teaches Us To Do Something That We Thought Is Impossible To Do Before


Farid asked me to take bus..tp bile mengenangkn incident bas 2 tingkt yg jd baru2 nie, takmo la Fara..ngeri kot!!!!


fuuuhhh~ mintak jaouh sume tu


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Sayang
Im so sorry for the feelings I had for the last 2 weeks..
I didnt mean to..
Iv misunderstood everything u said..


Promise!!!It wont happen anymore after this!!
Hehehehe
I LOVE YOU, Sayang


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Syara, thanks for the advice!!
I noe, I simply cant do it wifout ur support..
Bunches of Thanks!!


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When Life becomes tougher....

i really miss my Girls right now..



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Life is no more beautiful as before..


Nothing to be proud of..
Nothing to laugh at..
Nothing..
NOTHING!!



Masalah lame tak hilang lg, timbul plak masalah baru..
N now it's bout work problem..



Da elok2 Fara mngajar F4, suddly ptd td dalam meeting dapat jadual baru yg akan berkuatkuasa pada Rabu nie, mngatakn yg Fara tak kn lg mngajar F4..
but I HAVE to teach F1 padahal dalam current schedule i only teach F1 for History, not English..
pnye la pulun last weekend dok bace lit cos syllabus lit F4 this year has changed..



Since I am Form Teacher for F4, so dalam meeting td tny la my status as a form teacher..name je form teacher, tp tak mngajar kelas sndiri..kan ke cm bengong tu?????
tp, jawapan yg Fara dapat from GPK mmg sgt la mnghampakan..


ade ke patot die soh Fara exchange as a Form Teacher with another teacher..?????
reason:
cos another teacher tu mngajar F4..n Fara plak mmg kebetulan mngajar kelas die..so, die just pick up thru situ je..sgtttttt la senang ea kerja org atasan!!!!!!!!!!!



Yang Fara geram, dalam buku register students, Fara da siap tulis my students full names with the biodata, IC no, address, parents' names & blablabla..
Now, due kali keje kene wat!!




Da la Fara tukar jd Form Teacher F1..& dalam mase terdekat ni ade rombakan kelas..n tak pasal2 jugak la Fara terlibat..
klu tak dl, for F1 fara just kene ajar Sejarah..tu pon bukn lah kelas yg BAKAL Fara jd Form Teacher nieh~


arggggghhhhhhhhhhh!!!


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jgn ingt bile da jd org atasan, korg le wat sesuke ati korg je..
perubahan tu mmg la tak salah, tp jgn la sampai nk mnyusahkn org tuk buat 2 3 kali kerja!


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ptg td my F4 student called me..then i told him bout the new schedule n me not being their Eng teacher neymore starting this Wed..
the thing that make me happy apart from me feeling so frustrated was when he said that he has started to love lit, esp peom, since last week, after i taught them..
n bcos of that, he asked me to convince the GPK not to change the Eng teacher wit another teacher..



Haaa!this one can make me smile, eventho it's just for seconds..


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Syara, thanks for the.things.we.talked.in.FB just now..

LOVE YOU!!!

Middle of Night

-i'm missing him-



Even tho lately fikiran Fara berserabut dgn mcm2 perkara, but still, i miss him..
In fact, lg bertambah rindu Fara pada die..


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baru je seminggu masok sekolah @ start mengajar..tp keje da start melambak..
jd Form Teacher lg la double keje..


T____T



Fara balik umah pon tak tentu dalam awal mnggu aritu..name je abes sekolah awal, tp kejap2 d meeting..
the best part, awal2 Fara da kene jadi Guru Bertugas..
cm mengong je dibuatnye..
lg la kene balik lewat..
Huhuhuhu



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Jumaat lepas bawak balik buku students ngn harapan nk tanda..tp hampehhh~
so far, baru 12 buku je sempat tande..
konon2 weekend ni sempat nk do everything..last2, mase byk dihabiskan ngan tgk TV n tdo..
waktu tido tu seakan waktu yg sgt berharga skang


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memandangkn Literature Form 4 da tukar starting this year, so terpaksa la mncari reference books..
cari dalam intrnet pon takde cos the writers mostly Malay writers..


tomorrow gonna hit MPH and POPULAR..
mntak2 la ade..
nk mngajar pon susah klu takde reference books nieh..

My Dearest Syara!!

Happy 23rd Birthday, Syara!!

Semoga dipanjangkan umur, dimurahkan rezeki dan dipertemukan jodoh cepat2!!!
I Love You so much Sweetie..


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Thanks for being a great n wonderful fren of mine..
Thanks for being there in my every single time..
Thanks for sharing your love with me..
Thanks for supporting me in whatever I'm doing..
Thanks for the moments we had together..
& Last, but not least, Thanks for just being yourself..
Cos u mean so much to me!!




*A year older means you're older than me*
Hehehehe

Syara, sory, i 'kidnapped' ur pic kt FB!!Hehehhe


i miss u, Darl!!

Seperti..

* Hati terasa seperti nk menanges pada saat ini..*


Perlukah.Haruskah.


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Happy TwoZeroTen!!

Happy 2010!!!



New Year Resolution??


I have none..
Rasenye, sepanjang hidup ni, tak pernh lagi Fara azam ape2 tuk New Year..
everything happened by itself..


For me, for wut we need so-called New Year Resolution if we did nothing to achieve it..
kan??
so let it flows itself..


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2009


Too much things happened..

January
-struggle study as it was my last semester b4 went out to practicum-
-Girls' Vacation wit my FOREVER-GIRLS!-

February
-Off to Cameron wit him as a Valentine's Day special surprise!-
-Off to Langkawi wit BYLON for 4 days-

March till June
-did my practicum at SMK Puncak Alam-

April
-he signed on Puteri Delima on 14th April-

July till December
-contract for GSTT at SMK Bukit Jalor-

August
-he signed off Puteri Delima on 18th August-

September
-our birthday-
-one of my wishlist achieved --> got a chance to beraya ngan die-

October
-i'm finally graduated on 31st October!-
-KPM's interview-

November
-he signed on Nur Qamarina-

December
-he signed off Nur Qamarina n start his journey back wit Puteri Delima on 16th Dec-
-on 28th Dec, I got a letter from KPM mentioned dat I'v been accepted for posting-


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Alhamdulillah..
2009 mengajar Fara tentang erti kehidupan..
sebelum ni, time jd student, asek pk nk njoy je..dt PTPTN tu pon ntah ke mane..laju je hilang dari purse nieh!!Hehehe..
tp bile da stat keje, bile da pegang dt sndiri, baru taw betapa peritnye nk hidup..


mnde yg Fara tak pernh terfikir dl pon, tbe2 je Fara le pk sejak start working..mb I'v become more matured..experiences taught me lotsa things..


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2010


Here we are!!Finally!!In 2010..

Nothing in my mind..

Just Fara harapkn, segala ape yg Fara rancangkn throughout this year will flow smoothly..
N do hope He will bless me in whatever i'm doing..


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okeyh~ enuf for NY's entri..
back to the reality.


this morning i went to my new school, a school dat i will dedicate my passion in teaching in it..
i helped the school's counselor for F4 registration..
yg di mana akhirnye, Fara kene jadi the Form Teacher for F4..


the students are less than 250..or even less than the figures
teachers --> including me, 16!!
English Teachers --> including me 2!!


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Fara da amek jadual da pon td, together wit buku rekod pengajaran & pembelajaran..cehhh
Alhmadulillah..
my total periods = 23 which is less compared to the time when i was in SMK Bukit Jalor




English subject
F2, F3 n F4
okeyh~ this gonna be my first time teaching PMR's students..so, agak tekanan la jugak bile memikirkn nnt berlmbak ngn kelas tambahan n sebagainye..
positive side --> i can help my siste in advance cos she'll also seat for her PMR this year.. :))



Sejarah
F1
okeyh~ yg ni plak, mmg out of my expectation..dl time sekolah pon Fara tak minat sejarah..ni plak nk kne ajar subjek nieh! aduh, bley meroyan bace buku teks sejarah tu tiap2 ari..
tp....
Naseb bek F1..:)))



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tibe-tibe terasa seperti hilang arah tujuan hidup tika ni..
Dulu terasa bahagia, tp kebelakangan ni, the words keep haunting me..
Mungkin juge sekarang bukan mase nye..


Doakan kebahagiaan Fara yer..


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Again,


Happy 2010!!


May this year brings you guys a lot of happiness n success!!
No more tears!!

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