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sori to all readers..
fara tak dapat nk update cter2 baru kt blog ni lately..
iv to finish my term paper by this wedn..


so, catcha later okeyh...



*sya, rush n muz..tnggu k gmbr2 kite..hEeeee*


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Cik Daisypath berkata-kata

td tyme fara dok belek2 blog sendiri, baru perasan cik Daisypath 'memberitahu':

wE havE bEen toGethEr for 4 yEars 11 mOnths 3 weEks & 6 days

quite surprise jugak coz our annv is on 27th Jun bersamaan sabtu niey, bukn sok..n ttbe baru teringt..cik Daisypath ni count ikut hari..n fara plak count ikot tarikh bercinta tu..hEeeeee~





so, means sok da genap la fara 5 tahun kan klu cmtue????waaa, sonok..celebrate awal..hEeeee~ =p tp takmo sok..nk sabtu jugak, 27 Jun!!!



sebab nye:
Delima masok port Bintulu sabtu nieh!!!
:)
tak dapat celebrate face to face, dalam tepon pon jadi larr..



*im waiting for saturday to come*


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7.11.16.24

say hye juge tuk cik kembar...
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hEeeee~



kali ni, en3 ni khas ditujukan tuk cik nUsrah @ nuta..



geng baru tuk clbrate besday same2 suda ditemui...
muahahaha


=p




7hb - cik Nuta
11 hb - Mr Paed
16hb - Mr Nasrul
24 hb - cik Fara





keempat2 mereka di atas lahir dalam bulan yg same n tahun yg same!!!!!
[err, kecuali Mr Paed, lahir awal setahun..heeee]





cik Nuta..sile2 la rajen meng'sms' saye pasnih kerna saye akn balek ke n9 suda pasnih..mmg mase tuk meronggeng abes2an...nggeeeee...


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I Know Myself Better

da bace yg nie....?????




well, fara baru balek dari umah k.Norli [her supervisor]..semalam besday anak die n die ade buat kek..n kebetulan td fara tolong anta die balek umah..so, dok la makan2 kt umah die kejap..makan kek la, keropok lekor la..n plg penting air sunquick okeyh..hEEeeeee~ fara minat sunquick???? ouuwwwhhh, tidak same sekali!!!!tp disebbkn cuace ngah panas skang ni, air SEJUK mmg mnjadi keutamaan yer..=p





to make it short...[selalu entri pjg2 jew, biar la entri pendek plak..hehehehe...]





b4 nak balek td, k.Norli said die terkilan sgt coz tak dapat nk observe fara for mcroteaching...plak daaa...tyme tu mnggelabah jgak larr..bru je pg td nk hepi2 coz tu laz observation..jgn ttbe plak k.Norli nak masok suda...hUuuuuuu



nk dipendekkan cter lagi [dari td kate nk pendek2, tp tak cter2 lg!!]





fara pon tnye larr nape die ckp cmtuh..k.Jaa ader ckp pape ke bout my mcroteaching???teruk ke???tak interesting ke????hUrrmmmmm...




then she said,
"based dari pe yg akk tgk, compared to her, i think u'r more dedicated in teaching n u'r d person who's practical..i cant wait to see u teaching bcoz thru d way u are, i am sure u'v an intersting lesson..pluz, everyweek u submit ur LP witout k.Jaa ask u to do so..but her only submit the LP once i asked her"



is it a compliment....???????????????




neway..thanx k.Norli for the words..means that today iv got 2 compliments oredi: from k.Jaa & k.Norli..

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kesimpulan yg fara bley wat:
jgn terlalu cepat mmbuat kesimpulan mengenai diri sndiri..mb kite pk kite ni ade kekurangan compared to others..tp, org yg meilai kite..n dari ape yg fara blaja arini, kekurangan fara tu la yg mmbuatkan k.Jaa & k.Norli respect me..
mngkin pada kite itu kekurangan kite, tp pada org, dat's our own style, our own personality..

yep..i SHOULD smile now..

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The Last & Only

setelah penat bersengkang mate semalam mnyiapkan LP n materials sume bagai, akhirnye pg td usaha tu berakhir ngan sebuah senyuman & tangisan...[da nanges ke ek...???]



~ ziLot..maaf yer malam td tak sempat nk YM..fara da ngnatok sgt..tros terlelap pas prepare everything..next tyme okeyh.. =p ~



alhamdulillah..




:)







today is my last observation for practicum..d supervisor is d Ketua Panitia BI..yeah!!!she's my supervisor...Puan Siti Zaleha bt Ishak...



b4 diz she has observed for 3 times n today is the last, making the total observations are 4..mb for others ni nmpak je sket, tp for me itu sudah cukup banyak..[ni act compared to my batchmates yg supervisor dorg hnye observe sekali due jew..]




i'v make it today darl.....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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rasenye sepanjang kene observe for 5 tymes b4 [3 from supervisor kt sekolah n 2 times from my lect], today is the greatest lesson iv ever conducted..the lesson went smoothly and the thing that amazed me the most is im not like i was before....hEeeeeee~


msti korg confuse kan bile bace nieh???takpe...akan ku terangkan kenape...=p




the laz 2 observation b4 school hols aritu, my supervisor said my LO tak achieve..n of course, klu LO tak achieve, even bagus mane pon lsson tu, or interesting mane the lesson, tetap consider fail..tp seb bek la observation yg b4 diz tu my supervisor tak kire marks lg..juz latihan je bg regangk2kan minda ni sket..hEeeeeee~



so...dgn berbekalkan everything yg die pernh advice dl, i took everything n put it in ONE LP n conduct it today as a final lesson-supervision-for-practicum..



pg td punye la semangat bangon awal giler sebb gabrah nk kene observe today..pegi sekolah pon awal..n guess wut, masok kelas pon awal!!!!@muhahahahahaha..ni da ikot semangat-satu-hari k.Elya da ni....=p

eveything went as I've planned yesterday..smooth sgt..n im proud of maself..for once, im so proud being a teacher!!!!
:)

mase ngah conduct lesson td, fara da tak brpe riso sgt bout observation tu as long as the lesson went well n d most important, LO tercapai!!!!!finally, tercapai gak LO ku!!!btol jgak ckp k.Jaa [my supervisor], my previous lessons were sumtimes over ambitious n i expect too much from studs..tu yg 2x LO tak tercapai..but today, dengan lesson yg simple je n witout expect studs to give much, it really worked!!!!! malah, studs td bagi berlebih2 plak idea sampai nek tergelak sekejap dalam kelas..hEeeeee~




after d lesson, i met k.Jaa for d comments..die siap bg fara tgk marks yg die tulis sepanjang observation td..alhmadulillah, average markah kt every section dapat 4 over 5..dapat 3 je pon ade gak, twice tk silap..n 5 marks for 3 - 4 sections..for me, tu da cukup da..she said, i might get A from her based on my lesson thruout my practicum ere, but then she has to include the marks for co-cu + the marks from my lect..but overall, i guess i managed to get an A klu da cmpur2 sume tu..my comments from lect aritu, he said my lesson is good n the class control is excellent..muhahahahaha..[garang sgt ke teacher fara ni???....=p] n he said i deserved to get 35 -39 over 40 from him...so, i hope he really meant it...

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apart from k.Jaa commented bout my lesson, she also commented on my performance sepanjang fara kt sekolah ni:Mac - June..so far she said i'v achieve a good performance:participated in Eng week, handle the trip to Cameron, join the Dikir Barat, participated in the Drama Competition for District Level etc...in short, for the involvement part, overall i'v prformed well..





but.....




she said that iv been overshadow by her.......is it true???????
mule2 tak nak la tnye nape kan, tp fara eager nk taw kenape die le ckp cmtu..pluz, she said that this is bout prsonality...n she comment me as an outsider, not supervisor..so, i SHOULD asked her y she said so...


after dgr sume explanation die, baru fara faham..selame ni fara ingt diri fara je rase cmtu..tp tak sangke plak sampai org luar le perasan sume..fara tak salahkan k.Jaa langsung..she has the right to say anything she wanted to say..n fara jenis yg le terime kritik from others as long as org tu approach kite ngan care yg btol..



so...lemme tell the truth about myself.....
fara admit im not the person who is frenly..i'v to admit it..fara sgt susah nk berkawan sebenarnye..ramai yg mase mule2 kenal fara ckp fara ni sombong la, muke garang larr, muke tak frenly langsng..mcam2 larr lg..tp tu la, first impression kite pd org tu sumtimes betul n sumtimes salah..
laz2 bile sume da kenal fara, sume ckp fara diff mase mule2 knal dl..n one of them is my besties, Syarafina Najdi..





syara..
i bet u noe me better kan??u ever told me how was the first tyme we met b4..mmg muke poyo je fara ni kan???hehehehe.tp tu la fara sayang..its hard for me to be fren wit others for the first tyme..only after few times kite jmpe n kenal, baru kite get close..kan sha????n after kite kenal, baru sha taw betape glenye fara ni...hahahahahah..the most crazy person u'v ever met...=p
sha dearie, thanx for understand me..i noe u'r reading this..n i noe since fara stat paktikum nie, kite da jarang hangout sesame..but we both tried to noe how well each other been doing over there..thanx lalink...[kite kuar jum ptg ni taw....=p]







one more thing yg perlu kamu2 tahu ttg fara...its hard for me make a decision if it's something to do wif group and other people..klu sumthing tu juz affect me, itu mmg seharusnye fara buat keputusan sndiri..
tp yg libatkan org laen, im afraid to make a decision..contoh plg senang, nk decide g makan mane..fara mmg akan bg suggestion, restoran A..tp fara akan tnye pndapat org laen jgak..klu ramai yg tak nak makan kt A, kitrog plan len tempat plak yg sume suke..itu lah fara..fara tak suke nk pkse org ikot je keputusan fara..coz i noe it's hurt when we have to follw others sedangkan dalam ati kite mmg tak suke keputusan tuh...hUuuuuu~



again sha dearie...yg ni fara taw sha mmg akan agree..btol tak???kdg2 pasal nk carik tmpat makan pon kite le gadoh2 manje kt dpn public...hEeeee~ sebbnye kite same2 tak suke wat keputusan!!!! =p







sayang..
u oso noe bout diz kan???not saying that im afraid to take risk, tp bby tak suke org laen hnye ikot je keputusan bby witout him/her mentioned his/her own suggestions.. of cos sayang la selalu jd mangse ek..nk g makan mane syg yg decide, nk g mane pon syg yg decide..hEeeee~ tp bby suke..coz i noe everything yg syg decide tu sume mmg tmpat2 yg syg suke pegi..n it makes me smile...

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satu mnde yg fara rase fara sharusnye decide sendiri is myself..yer, mmg diri sendiri...Wan Farah Hillia yg korg tgk skang ni is wan farah hillia yg fara build dari dulu, n still building sampai skang..



i noe im not perfect..n im not dat socialize, who can be frens wit others easily..i noe everything..n sumtimes org akan pk fara ni asek ikot je ckp org semate2 sbb tak nk wat keputusan sendiri..


mb sume tu betul..yep!!!i admit it..mmg betol..



but I Am Who I Am..i wont change myself to be like her juz semate nk org give attention to me or wut so eva..it'll neva happen!!!




fara hepi ngan diri fara yg skang ni..n im hepi dgn segala yg fara ade..
Tuhan bg fara family yg loving..He gave me a charming prince i dreamt when i was a small girl..n He gave me friends, lotsa friends who always there wheneva im hepi or sad..



n He also give me a chance to get noe with the blogger's world where iv met so many people who are just like me..





so, WHAT ELSE SHOULD I ASK FROM HIM...????



fara bersyukur sgt2....im soooooo grateful... :)




but still, fara ni hidop dikelilingi manusia..so, nak tak nak mmg la kene ubh sket perangai tu..mane yg fara rasekan postitif, insya Allah fara akan cube ubh..
for example, klu d yg kate fara ni tak frenly ke ape, il try to change it..mb wit a nice smile...a smile dat can make others smile tooo...[btol tak ayat nieh...????heeee]




yg pasal comment k.Jaa pasal overshadow tu, mb she's right..
im not dat confident in myself..mb because of my physical appearance make me feel like dat..fara admit yg fara ni tak cantik, tak lawa mcm org laen..[n smemngnye her jauh lebih cantik dari fara] sampaikan fara fobia bile ade org puji fara..i dun like it, frankly speaking...fara rasekan org yg puji tu mcm seolah2 nk perli fara..cnthnye klu die ckp fara looks beautiful on dat day, fara rase seolah2 die ngah ckp sebaliknye..ntah la..fara ade perasaan rendah diri yg cmtuh..sebelum ni pernh gak jmpe kaunselor tuk discuz prob fara ni..mule2 dl da ok, tp lame2 jadi balik..ntah la..my confidence level within myself sgt la tak ok..kesimpulannye, im not confident!! - FULL STOP -





Puan Siti Zaleha bt Ishak @ k.Jaa

i dunno either u will read this or not..but i want to thank you *lots* for all the advices u'v give me sepnjang fara kt cnie..i noe there are sum teachers gossiping bout me & her..n i believe sume ckp her is better than me...kan??? better in terms of she's outstanding, she's pretty, she noe how to mingle around..n dats her..good in everything...but me...afar different from her..mmg laen sgt..sume tgk cm die leader, n me follower...
tp alhamdulillah, ayat k.Jaa at the end make me smile ear-to-ear..
thanx a lot k.Jaa fr the support..u make my cnfidence level nek sket skang nie..hEeeeee~ mb u'r right, iv my own personality n wut i have to do is show to others the personality n dun b shy..
"to be honest, i think n most of the teachers realize, u'v a better personality than her actually..n u can go far in ur future..u just have to build ur confidence n trust urself..dun let others overshadow u.."
fara akan ingt ayat tu selalu k.Jaa..thanx again from me....

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we should stop making our lives complicated..life is short..break the rules, forgive quickly, kiss passionately, love truly, laugh constantly and never stop smiling no matter how strange life is..
Life is not always the party we expected to be but as long as we are here, we should smile and be grateful..

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Layak ke????

ingt lg yg ni??????


td ayah fara pon sampai la dri seremban ngn worker die, bawak drive shaft yg baru sume bagai..konon2 nk tukar la..yerla, td maser kete fara ngah tersadai tepi jalan kan ade sorg pak cik ni datang tolong..katenye mekanik..[fara ade mntion kt cnie] n die jgak la yg kate drive shaft tu yg rosak...so, i said to my dad drive shaft yg rosak [based on what d pak cik said to me]..


alkisahnye.....




td ayah check kete sume..bukan drive shaft yg rosak..tp d skru yg tercabot!!!!fara tak tau la skru mane, tp skru tu d kene mengena ngan stereng & wheel [im not dat gud in kete, so men agak je based on dgr pe ayah ckp td..=p]




En Mekanik-yg-konon2-pandai-lah-sangat
pakcik..klu pakcik bukn mekanik, ckp je la..tak payah nk menipu kate tu rosak la, ni rosak larr..seb bek saye tak tau bengkel pakcik keje tu ktne..klu saye taw, mmg td tros g bengkel n report kt boss pakcik..nk menipu pon agak2 larr..mntang2 la saye ni pompuan, sesuke ati pakcik je nk tipu..n alhmdulillah, naseb bek ayah saye pon ade BENGKEL SENDIRI..so i learnt not to truz mekanik yg-tbe2-muncul-tepi-jalan-tyme-accident mcm pakcik ni...da la td siap pakcik paksa lg saye anta kete tu g BENGKEL PAKCIK [tp sebenarnye die pekerja jew, laz2 baru die btau..huh~]



so, kesimpulannye..



klu pegi bengkel En Mekanik-yg-konon2-pandai-lah-sgt tu, fara kene bayar = RM150 - RM200 [coz die kate drive shaft yg rosak]


bengkel ayah fara sendiri = RM 0!! [mmg la sbb utamanye fara ni anak die, tp sebb yg paling utama adalah kerna bukn drive shaft yg rosak...tp skru je yg tercabot!!!!!]




hahahaahhahahah..





readers out there, esp ladies:
jgn mudah terperdaya ngn En Mekanik cm kt atas nieh okeyh..dorg ni nak kaut untung je lbey..padahal kete tu takde pape..ade ke patot skru je yg tercabot, tp die soh ganti drive shaft...!!!!!mentang2 la dorg tgk kite ni pompuan, ingt senang2 je nk tipu..fara paling pantang org cmni..!!!hUhhhh~

klu btol la dorg ganti draft shaft tu ngn yg baru tak pe la jgak..but i bet, dorg tak kan ganti punye coz org bengkel tu sah2 la tau skru je yg tercabot..draft shaft elok jew lg..imagine, dorg senang2 je le untung RM100 - RM200!!!


alahaiiiiiiii~

*nk belajar ngan Mr. Paed, en Meora, en Bob, n en Muzep pasal kete*


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Tuhan maseh Sayang

alhmdulillah..Tuhan maseh sayangkan Farah..











td sket lg nk accident....subhanallah!!!!!



bukan sebb berlanggar ngan kete....

juge bukn sebb motor..

n juge bukn sebb ade haiwan ttbe melintas tgh jlan tu..




bukan...sume bukan!!!!




tp..sebab drive shaft~



drive shaft, driving shaft, propeller shaft, or Cardan shaft is a mechanical component for transmitting torque and rotation, usually used to connect other components of a drive train that cannot be connected directly because of distnace or the ned to allow for relative movement between them..

drive shafts are carriers of torque: they are subject to torsion and sheer stress, equivalent to the difference between the input torque and the load..they must therefore be strong enough to bear the stress, whilst avoiding too much additional weight as that would in turn increase the inertia..



mOre????juz click here...

pendek cter, drive shaft ni letaknye kt tayar tu..kire cm sambungkan tayar ngn enjin la kot..n mnde tu patah td....


poor me~ :(



patot la td tyme fara ngah drive rase semacam je..fara ke kanan, tp stereng balas ke kiri..n luckily mase kt selekoh tu tak bawak laju..n luckily again kt belakang fara takde kete / motor..


subhanallah....~ mngucap pjg td..



da la kene kt selekoh..fara pusing stereng ke kanan, tp stereng tu balas ke kiri..n ttbe je kete tu terbabas ke bahu jalan..mb sebb mnde tu da patah, so tayar pon da tercabot dari stand die..



so pas stop td fara kuar la check kete sume..ingtkan tayar pancit ke or langgar pape ke..tp tgk2 takde..so, ingt nk jalan je la tros..tp tekan mnyak kete takmo jalan..so, twon la semule..kebetulan ade sorg pak cik ngah bawak motor kt ctu..die berhenti n tgk2 kan ape yg rosak [seb bek die mekanik]..laz2die kate drive shaft patah..at first i tot ingt nk wat kat cnie je..tp die kate agak mahal jugak la coz Honda sparepart takde kt area cni..die kene carik..total die kate mb kene around RM100-250...so, fara tros tpon ayah td..



n now, die ngah otw..aduyaii...nape la le jadi cmnie??da la sok ade laz observation for me..klu kete tu tak elok gak by tonite, mati la fara takle nk kuar g print LP..



:(



QKL..nape kamu ni bayak songeh sgt nieh??aritu da rosak seminggu cukup la..fara da nak balek seremban da pon..diz is my laz week ere..tolong la jgn wat perangai..kesiankan la kt fara ni..hUuuuu~



tp sekurang2nye fara bersyukur coz td tu bukan accident, tak berlanggar ngan mane2 kete or motor..alhmadulillah~

*should i smile?????*

0301

kol 11++ malam td baru je ingat nak mengomel kt blog ni..nk meluahkan perasaan sedey, kuciwa, duka, lara [waaa, melampau larr tu..=p] sebb Mr Paed tak kol fara lg dari Japan tu..aisehhhh, mane la die si jantung ati nie???



sempat le jgak bloghopping kt blog2 dalam list L.O.V.E tu..sume blog fara open..i love reading their stories..it gives me strength when i was down..

:)

bg comment kt nina [nina lalink, congrats yah!!im hepi for u darl], k.Elya [best nye dapar bace novel yg wataknye adalah diri kite sendiri..] n k.Dina [takmo sdey2 yer sis..insya Allah, everything will be ok..]..yg laen2 pon sempat gak fara comment, tp da tak ingt..hEeeeee~
maap yer..fara ni short memory kureng sket...muahahahahahha..=p




suddenly...my hp ringing..




1301




yes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my cayunk @ Mr. Farid call!!!!



hEeeeeee~
akhirnye, dapat gak kol dari sayang.. :)


2-3 arini jeles fara bile dgr k.Dina, k.Nurul, k.Hanin, k.Ena, k.Elya ; sume dapat kol hubby masing2..sdey pon d gak..tp nak wat cmne, da mmg Delima tak masok port lg..hUuuu~ sabar je larr...




akhirnye, terbalas jgak kesabaran nieh..alhamdulillah..

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eventho dapat ckp ngan Mr. Paed kejap je, tp takpe la..it's better dari takde langsung kan..im so glad... :)




just now he said he got 3 news : 1 good & 2 bad news..


of cos la fara nk dgr bad news dl..coz fara tak suke bile hepi2, tp ttbe kene rase sdey balek..tak suke..hUuuuu~


so, d bad news first..



1st:
next bintulu farid tak dapat twon kapal regarding d H1N1 ni i guess..ofiz baru kua notice kapal2 yg baru balek dari ngr2 yg d kaitan ngn wabak ni kene tnggu at least 10days..then baru le twon port bntulu tu..n sebagaimane my b ckp td, kapal die baru sampai japan arini, n masok bintulu 27hb..so, d tye duration tak cukup 10ari..n dats y die takle twon..poor him~ td die ckp byk mnde die nk settlekan kt bntulu tu..i hpe everything will be fine for him..



2nd:
haaa, yg second ni die ckp takle btau dl coz relate ngn good news..so, nak tak nak mmg kene dgr good news dl larr klu nk taw bad news nye....so......



d good news:
ermm..fara mmg excited giler td bile dgr die cakap..coz dl die d cakap gak pasal mnde nie..but fara tak expect end of dis month..i tot it might be on july ke..so, mmg excited giler..siap terjerit2 td kt dalam bilik ni...hEeeeee~ [sori guys, fara tak dapat nk btau ape news nye due to certain reasons..tp klu sesape nk tau juz ask me personally ea..]




n now berbalek kpd 2nd bad news:
ttbe Mr. Paed tak dapat pulak coz reason yg pelbagai..fara tak tau la reason yg diberi oleh ORANG tersebut bley pakai ke tak..tp bile my b cter td, die d gak tnye 2nd mates, capt, atas kapal tu tuk reconfirmation..sume kate ORANG tu hnye bg alasan semate..alahaiiii, da agak da..takpe la, yg penting Mr. Paed bekerja seikhlas hati die..n sanggup korbankn everything to be onboard for 6 months, mencari rezeki yg halal.. - FULL STOP -



[still i cant tell u guys pe berite buruknye due to certain reasons..mane la taw klu sesape yg berkenaan tu trbace, almatnye abes lar..pluz, mnde ni still undercover lg..but dun wori, i'l let u all noe once mnde ni da tak cover2..hEeeee~]



sayang..
thanx a lot for called me jus now..hepi sgt2 dapat dgr sore syg..iv been waiting for ur call for a long tyme u noe..hEeeee~ naseb bek penantian tu berakhir ngan senyuman yg lebar..

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25mnt td is d greatest 25mnt iv ever have sayang..u make it soooo sweet n memorable..thanx a lot b..mwaahsss.. :)

sayang..jgn pk byk sgt bout the thing k..i noe it affects u so much eventho u said it's nothing..but hey!!im ur girl sayang n of cos bby faham perasaan sayang..so, now sayang relax je dl k..insya Allah, d tyme will come for u b..anggap ni sume dugaan dari Nya..kite hanya mmpu merancang, tp Dia lebih mngetahui segalanye..Dia yg aturkan perjalanan hidop kite n mungkin dat thing bukn milik sayang wat mase nie..He knows better b..byk2 berdoa k..semoga segala urusan akn dipermudahkan oleh Nya..
amin~



baby doa yg terbaek tuk sayang.... :)



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mase ngah tulis entri nie after hang up d call, i received a msg..dari sape????? suda semestinye dari si die..hEeeeeee~



dear sayang..glad to hear ur sweet voice..glad to noe u'r juz fine n ceria2 selalu..hEhehe..n glad to hear u miss me too as i do!!mmuahhxx!! i love u..ttfn bbc.. =p



i lOve u toO sayAng..

*malam ni nk tido sambil senyum n mmpikan si die*


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Happy Father's Day Ayah..

arini masok 21hb da, bersamaan ngan hari Ahad..n it oso means today is Father's Day celebration..

:)

Happy Father's Day, Ayah!!



Did I ever say thanks
for all the toys you mended,
games we played,
outings to the park,
and the way you
always tried to cheer
me when I was down?

Did I ever say thanks for
the sacrifices you made
so I could be involved
in so many enriching
activities?

Did I ever say thanks for
working so hard
to provide for our family?

Did I ever say thanks
for having such faith in me
and always being there
when I needed you?

Most of all,
Did I ever say thanks for caring?

DAD, I LOVE YOU!!

specially for him..
- d cuppies' theme are army & workshop -

thanx for being such a great & supportive dad for us!!!
mmwwaahhsss

ayah..sori yer coz celebrate awal..angah takle balek today [ahad] coz die d paper arini..so nak tak nak kene celebrate jum aritu..takpe la..tak penting pon celebrate awal atau lambat..tp yg penting, kitorg 5 beradik ku bley mmg nak sume ade..so, d celebration will be fun!!! hEeeee~



ayah..u noe me well kan??im not dat good in words..i dunno how to express my feelings, my love thru words..but i believe u noe dat i love u so much..kan???

:)

ayah..dl b4 masok uni along pernh promiz nk dapatkan CGPA at least Dean's List..n i 'v promiz u too yg along nk dapatkan first class or at least 2nd class upper for degree..kan??? alhamdulillah, yg first promiz tu along da fulfilled for every sem [eventho ade 2 sem kantoi dapat 3.44.& 3.43..hEeeee..sori dad~]..for d second promiz, along tak tau la bley dapat yg ne: 1st class / 2nd clas upper..klu ikot my CGPA skang, tnggl bbrape point je nak nek 1st class..so, i depend on my practicum n term paper..i hope i'll get a good graDe for both..amin~




ayah..i'l try my best to make u proud of me..n dat's my promise!!insya Allah, ayah..




again, thanx a lot ayah coz u'v accept farid as my future partner [insya Allah]..kadang2 ayah yg lbey2 plak tnye mcam2..bile nk tunang, tarikh kawen, tema kawen..along ley tergelak je bile dgr ayah ckp cmtu..hEeeee~ sampai skang along tak percaye yg ayah le terime farid tu coz i noe it's hard for u to accept a guy for his daughter..skang baru along taw kenape..i believe all Dads dalam dunia ni nk tgk anak2 die hidop bahagia..n along taw ayah pon cmtu..thanks again ayah..




n il make sure that ur choice, Mr Paed, wont let u down..!!hEeeeee~ [sayang, gerun tak dgr ayat ni???=p]

**********

Thank you for the laughter,
For the good times that we share,
Thanks for always listening,
For trying to be fair.

Thank you for your comfort,
When things are going bad,
Thank you for the shoulder,
To cry on when I'm sad.

This poem is a reminder that
All my life through,
I'll be thanking God
For a Special Dad like you.

**********

besides the cuppies for Father's Day theme tu, fara sempat order another theme..SHIP~

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- SHIP theme -
i guess u all noe y i chose diz theme kan??hEeee~
[i miss u busyuk]

b, ni ayah yg susun taw..mule2 bby tak faham ape mksudnye..
tp pas godak2, belek2 baru faham..hEeeee~
so, sayang faham2kan je larr pe mksudnye di sebalik susunan cuppies nieh..
=p
~hepi discovering~

thanx for Jaja's Treats for make my fantasy-cuppies become true..

after-makan arrangement.. :)




*****

Daddy, I love you
For all that you do.
I'll kiss you and hug you
'Cause you love me, too.

You feed me and need me
To teach you to play,
So smile 'cause I love you
On this Father's Day.

*****

End-of-Practicum Part I

tghari td pas je bes meeting kt skola, fara ngn yn tros g s.alam ngan our student, Omar..act omar ni student yani tp of coz la consider my student gak coz cik yani tu kan rapat ngan fara..hEeeee~


act omar had promise us nak blnje makan..da lame da die ckp kt kitorg pasal plan die ni..yerla kan, b4 diz kitorg je selalu treat die..[selale ke ek??rasenye tyme die tolong kitorg mngecat for 2 days tu je la kot..=p]


so, disebbkn mnggu ni is d second last week for us, so bawak la die tuk mnunaikan plan die tuh..padahal tak saba da nak makan!!!muahahahahaha..


ingtkan nk makan kt big plate kt subang tu, tp we headed to kenny rogers kt plaza alam sentral...ni bukn idea fara n yani okeyh....omar tu sndiri yg offer nk makan kt ctu....[waaa, bestnye klu dalam dunia semua studs cmni..heeee]




Omar...
thanx a lot for d treat yah!!!i noe u gonna miss me n teacher yani kan?????hEeeee~
i still can remember ur face td tyme ngah lapar..sebijik cm singa nak makan org..
at first i tot u penat ke ape, but laz2 baru taw u lapa tahap cipanzi da rupenye....hahahahahaha
sori la coz u kene tnggu kitorg abes meeting dl td...
anyway, thanx again k..
:)
ingt taw, klu d lancer merah lalu kt depan SMKPA pasni, for sure it's me n teacher yn okeyh?????

=p

after that g mydin kt seksyen brpe tah..mmg ade tujuan sebenarnye datang mydin tuh..tp bile da sampai sane, masing2 lupe ape nk beli..siyesly mcm org hilang akal dalam mydin tuh coz ttbe tak tau nak beli pe..padahal pg td pnye larr byk barang nak beli..aduyai.....rugi jew......




laz2, belikan la barang tuk kak norli sket [supervisor yani]..tghari td mmg die ade pesan mntak tolong kitorg belikan sumthing coz taw kitrog nk ke mydin..tp mmbelikan barang tuk kak norli tu bukn plan asal kami..........!!!!
aiyooooo..nyanyuk btol la....


hUUuuuu~



then, we headed back to puncak alam...
pntnye tak payah ckp larr..letih sgt badan ni..mb sbb meeting tghari td kot..
da la meeting tu lame tahap gaban, tambah plak tak rase aircond eventho ade 6 aircond dalam bilik tuh!!!!gile hebat!!!!!



pas je mndi td, fara trus packing barang nk balek seremban sok...




ttbe baru teringt...




fara da nak abes praktikum da next week..tp barang bersepah lg kt umah sewa nieh..klu kemas, mau amek mase 2-3 ari..n of cos barang fara sah2 la akan full dalam kete tu..




pluz, next week fara plan nk g unisel dl jum ptg tu afta settle avrything kt skola coz on saturday we'v briefing regarding practicum & term paper..n ptg sabtu tu plak nk gerak g ipoh ngn sahabt2 Bylon sume..mao serbu umah Anis..ade kenduri kawen...waaa, tak sabar nak mkn nasik minyk nieh!!!!!!hahahahahaha





tp tu bukn isu nye....





yg mnjadi masalah nye, fara klu le tak nak kete tu berat sgt ngn barang2 next week..so, nak tak nak mmg kene kemas sket2 td...penat giler...barang fara je bley kate full satu bilik nieh...tp naseb bek la share room wit yani, so kene la bertimbangrase sket [chewahhhhh]...hahahahahaha






suddenly, i found out this....





baru la fara perasan kotak2 kasut ni da melambak sgt rupenye..n of cos la it means kasut fara tu da berlonggok-longgok rupneye...selama ni simpan je dalam rak kasut tu..bile nk gune je baru kuarkan..so ade la some of them yg fara jarang gune..n ade gak yg never worn!!!gile kentang....!!!of coz fara taw anda2 sume lg hebat koleksi nye dari fara pnye ni kan????yg ni murah je pown..nk beli yg Jimmy Choo mmg kene tnggu jadi permaisuri agung la kot...hahahahaha



gmbar atas ni act some of the boxes..ade certain fara da selamat bawak balik seremban aritu..n ade gak certain yg fara da bagi kt angah...seb bek la kaki die lbey kurg je cm saiz fara..but act die pakai size 6..tp agaknye kebetulan kot, setiap kali bg die kasut fara yg size 5 [size yg tak pernh & tak kan berubah] tu, msti muat pnye..hEeeeee~ da rezeki die kot...better bg die dari fara tak pakai langsung....



ni klu farid nmpak la koleksi kotak2 ni, mau die tak bg fara shopping kasut g pasnih..heeeee..tp seb bek la die taw gf die mmg HANTU kasut...hahahahaahha..=p


sha pon aritu siap terpengaruh ngan 'HANTU' ni..sampai le rembat kasut kt Nose yg berharge RM90++...sume disebabkn terpengaruh ngn kate2 pujuk rayu HANTU nieh....hahahahahaah




but sha..i noe u love d shoes kan?????? =p






banyak lg barang nk kene kemas nieh..mntak2 la next week d mase free sket..takot kang ttbe d plan len plak..faham2 je larrr.....heheheheehe [sile abaikan buku2 yg bersepah tu yer...=p]



mb khamis malam next week nk wat BBQ for my students n yani's...organizer nye of cos la fara & yani...hahahahaha..tp taktau jd lg ke tak..maseh dalam perancangn...so, kite tnggu je la pe jd next week....

^_____^

*im still thinking of wut to give to my students as a kenangan...anyone ade idea tak???k.Hanin & k.Ena, d pape cadangan????*

No Record?????

tyme2 cmni spatotnye fara ngah tido taw..tp disebbkan nk track kapal en paed tu, sanggup berjage..[dapat ilham dari k.Nanie n sha..hEeee~]


malangnye, hasilnye sgt la tidak memuaskan hati fara ni..klu at least dapat taw die ktne, tkpe la jgak...ni kapal die langsung takde dalam record..ape ke hal nye pon tak tau..



"Puteri Delima takde dalam record????????"


biar betik!!!!!!!!!


td kesian sha kene layan fara..die pon godak2 jgak tolong carik kan mane la Puteri Delima tu..


die bg yg ni.....
tp mntak plak callsign..so disebbkan taktau callsign, g la bertnye kan pd sha pe nak tulis kt callsign tu..
last2 dapat..tp pelik...mmg tak paham langsung peta ni..tgk je boley la..tp nk mncarik si Delima tu mmg tak jmpe la..try gak add web laen..tp hasilnye pon same...yg kt marine traffic pny web lg tak bley tahan..."No Record for this Vessel"...aduyai..



b ni nek kapal halimunan ke??sampaikn nk track pon takle....ish.....



last2 ended up, FAIL!!!!!


fara mmg sgt2 la teruja mule2 tu bile sha bg add web sume..try pnye try, tak dapat..dekat nk 2 jam jgak la mnghadap lappy ni semate nk track kapal die..




hUuuuuu~

*Delima..mane kamu bawak Mr. Paed saye tu??tak keruan ati saye taw*

Have Faith in Yourself

maseh ingt lg entri ni...???


soklan 9, 12 & 17 tu mmg nmpk sgt fara takut giler2 nk attend for interview..siyesly, if people talk about interview, fara jd pelik nape dorg tak rase pape..mb bcoz dorg da bese kot..ermmmm..[tp tetap pelik]


alhamdulillah..fara da went thru 2 intrviews, semalam n pg td..berjaye jgak akhirnye melawan perasaan takot ni..hEeee~
nuta, sha n zul..thanx a lot for ur endless support!!!



sayang..baby da fulfilled my promise kan??iv went d intrview oredi n alhmdulillah dapat gak lawan perasaan takot tu..but i still have 1 more to attend this thurs [takut bertandang kembali]..sayang doakn yg terbaek k..tenkiu..mwahhsss..



aritu mase en paed anchor kt bntulu, fara smpat btau die pasal nk attend intrview ni..fara btau la die yg fara takot nk g intrview sume bagai..n FYI, semate-mate sbb takot nk intrview, fara da miss 1 chance kt company pe tah kat puchong..juz bcoz a word, INTERVIEW, it changed me to someone yg pengecut..huuuu~



so bile farid taw pasal ni, die pon mule la stat lecture free die..hEeee~ tp fara sukeeee sgt..bile die da stat bg lecture tu, jgn harap la nk mnympuk..so, diam je la sambil mmbayangkan reaksi muke die yg ngah lecture fara face to face..alahai, sweet nyer...

:)


n atas support die tu, fara berani gagahkan diri g intrview semalam n pg td..

2 sekaligus plak tue...hEeeee~


zul...
fara taw kamu mmg selalu drop by here..thanx yer..
n thanx a lot k coz non-stop give me moral support..b4 dis pasal ********* tu..yep, reverse psyco ey???hEeeee~
n now pasal interview plak..time kaseh byk2..n thanx juge kerna concern kt adik mu ni...

:)

td ngah YM pon die bg link yg d kene mngena nagn interview..cm kelakar la plak..fara da rase mcm ketakutan fara berdepan ngn intrview ni mcm penyakit la plak....=p


klik..n klik juge di sini...



to sha (L.O.V.E)..
thanx yer dear coz mmberi support a nite b4 fara nk g intrview aritu..it hepled me a lot darl!!!!

to nUta...
time kaseh juge pada kamu kerna sudi give & take..hEeeee~ tenkiu for d words!!!mwahssss

*thurs ni ade lg satu intrview kene attend..doakn fara yer*



^_____^

Puteri Delima

yesterday morning, i was reading True Love (and other Lies) when suddenly my hp beep..
quite shocked coz sape la yg nak msg fara pg2 cmtu [can 10a.m. considered awal pg???]..


frOm: ('',) 10.22 a.m.
12/06/2009
akum..hye permaisuri yg chumel..bgn2!!!tdo lg ea..nak kene siram air segelas ke?? =p


apelagi...cpt2 bgn n novel pon ntah ke mane balingnye..hEeeeee
dgn cptnye jari ni menekan no si die..
alhmdulillah..die da sampai kt bntulu..i didnt expect his call yestrday since die cakap tyme kt taiwan aritu yg die akan masuk port 13..tu yg agak terkejut tu bile taw die masok..


b, can i considered this as a surprise??lame da tak dapat surprise dari sayang ni..hEee~
time kaceh..
:)


so, berborak la kitorg bagai org yg da lame tak jmpe hp..ahax..[gosh!!how i miss his voice...]
about 10 minutes later, end d col coz die maseh lg tgk keje..lupe plak ek, duty die da changed to 8-12..[fara, kamu ni cpt sgt lupe yer...]


fara pon cont la bace novel tu..bace sambil tersengih2 lg.. =p
he noe i love reading n romance is my fav..sambil bace tu terbayang2 la sekejap konon2 watak tu carried by us..hahahhaha..tak boley blah..[tnggi btul imgnasi kamu yer???]


okey..tu cter pasal cinta jantung ati fara da masok port..ni nak btau lak bout d novel i read yesterday..[little black dress, anda patot bg diskaun pd saye kerna saye da promote kamu..heee]
act fara beli novel ni tyme kuar g jusco laz week ngan my siblings..tp laz week tak bace pon..mnggu ni la baru beriye2 nk bace..
for d first 50 pages iv to admit dat d story a bit boring [sori ye LBD] but once da masok part klimax, i enjoyed the story very much..d novel quite interesting [tp still tak le kalahkan P/S: I LOVE YOU feveret saye tu]


it's about Claire who never believe in what-so-called Love at First Sight, fairy-tale, Prince Charming, marriage-as-a-happy-ending n the whole concept of One True Love Who Completes Your Soul..its based on what her experiences told her..but then suddnly she met sumone in the plane [i like d idea of meeting a guy in the plane..sgt la romantik]..a very hot man named Jack Harrison..he called Claire after they separeated at the airport n they spend their time togetha for about 2-3 days until Claire found out that Jack is act her best fren's bf!!!!! [supposed to be ex oredi but her fren, Maddy, still dunno yg Jack tu nak break off ngan die]
oooopppsss..its not end yet..jgn marah2 kt Claire dl coz bukn die penyebb Jack n Maddy tu break..

klu nak tau ending cter ni, better korg beli sndiri..seriousy, it's worth..
if ade la sesape yg pernah or terfikir nk couple ngn ex besties dorang, so i bet this book boley bantu u guys..[bukn nk mnggalakkn, tp LOVE is BLIND..ngan sape2 je kite le jatuh hati kan??]
not only can help u on how to face d man who have dated ur besties, but oso can help u on how to face ur besties [surely kamu akan bergaduh ngan besties kamu klu kamu bercouple ngn ex die..]


my advice: sile la cari lelaki laen kpd yg tgh dok fikir nak couple ngn ex besties die tu..it hurts [surely u noe it] to hurt others, lbey2 lg kawan baik kite..so, better elakkan k..


[Ya Allah, mntak jauh la sume ni..~amin~]


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btw, malam td kitorg satu family temankan my dad g downtown..die nk jmpe client sbnrnye, nak anta tender..
so da alang2 kt ctu pe salahnye cuci mate kan....?hEeeee
sempat la jgak beli satu blouse semalam...murah je..tak mahal pon..tak mmpo nak beli yg mahal2 ni..fara maseh belom bekerja ye, bloggers sume..harap maklum...
:)


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sape yg bace entri kali ni, lemme me remind u earlier..diz entri might be long n byk part..so, kpd sesape yg allergic bace entri pjg2 ni, fhm2 sndiri la yer..[nnt jgn kate fara tak ingtkan taw...heeee]


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cont from where i stopped....


balek2 je umah semalam tros msg2 ngan my b..tyme tu pon da pkl 12.30..naseb bek la da lepas tyme die keje..
klu tak, mmg non-stop la fara akn msg die dgn harapn he'l reply mine..hahahahha..[jahat tak bby, sayang???]

ingt nak kol je die tros semalam, tp die kate die ngah on9..so fara tak nak la kaco die..die pon buknnye selalu dapat on9..so, bg can tuk die kali ni..heeeeee~
another reason yg mmbuatkan fara bg can kt die adalah kerna die kate die tgh bace blog fara!!!!hahahahaha..

sukenyer dgr.. :)

i love to hear he said he's reading my blog..bcoz d main reason fara wat blog ni pon adalah krn die..mmg nak soh die bace pon..at least i noe, if there's no one here in diz blog world yg tak sudi bace entri2 saye, saye tetap tau akn ade sorg reader yg setia ngan saye [but i noe dear blogers, u all sume supportive..thanx a lot!!!]


sambil msg2 tu, tak tau setan mane rasuk fara soh tnye kt farid, pernh tak die mnyesal having me as his gal...
[wut a stupid ques, fara!!!!]
i dunno y i asked him d question..ntah la..it's just came across in my mind suddnly, witout any signal...[ngok ngek btol]

n he answered me.............................


sayang, listen..if dat REGRET is sumwhere inside me, due tige tahun lepas da abg da blah..y shud i wasting my time n money n life n so on, on u kalau ade PENYESALAN dalam hati ni, having u as mine..my answer is NO sayang..ok?tak setuju hape pon ngan ********* tu cakap..yg btul, btul la..lte tau sape kite n ape yg kite nak..kan?life isn't easy sayang..point of view org laen2..rilex k..meh hug meh.. :)


afta received dis msg, tros fara menagis bace..sdey..


okeyh la..to be honest, ade mnde len yg ganggu fkran fara lately..mb bcoz of *********..ayat2 die la mnghasut fara spy throw out d stupid ques pd farid..ntah la..sejak pe yg die ckp kt fara tu, my mind keep thinking of wut he's saying..

but in other side, i shud thanked ********..klu tak krn die, fara tak kan tnye dat stupid ques pd farid..n witout him, fara tak kan tau pe yg terpendam dalam ati my syg tu..kan???hEeeee~


sayang..thanx a lot for d words..it put a bigggggg smile on my face.. :) love u b..n i rili meant it..a day witout u is like a year!!but i noe all i want is YOU sayang..only YOU!!!
baby tak pernah mnyesal ngan perkenalan kite, apetah lg menyesal ngn hub kite..malah, bby bersyukur sgt u'r d one for me b..sayang faham bby, layan sume kehendak baby, celoteh bby..heeeeee~ thanx b..


*semalam kami bercolling2 selame hampir 2 jam!!!tulah padahnye klu da lame sgt tak dgr sore masing2..hEeee~*


dan kesannye, my paed bgn lmbat pg tadi..5 minutes b4 8 baru bgn..supposedly die duty pg td, tp 2nd mate die bg permission tuk die twon darat..katenye nk settledkan urusan bank n beli barang sket2..


kesan pd fara????of cos la fara pon bgn lambat!!!!hahahahaha..
sampaikan farid da naek kapal semule baru fara bangon..[tak senonoh btol anak dara ni]


act die da promiz nk gntikn duty his fren..im not so sure pe name kawan die tu..tp yg fara taw, wife kawan die ni datang dari semenanjung wif his parents..pluz, wife die ngah mngndung..OMG..
ok2..klu tu korg tak rase pape, dgr part ni plak k..


act farid kate kapal da tukr schedule..tu pon taw laz minute..[again, dis is MISC] supposedly anchor 12hb semalam n masok port arini (13hb) n kuar semule 4 sailing tomorrow (14hb)..but due to ntah-pe reasons, kapal kene masok port semalam (12hb) n kuar ptg td (13hb)..
part yg sdeynye, kawan die ni da belikan tiket tuk wife n parents die datang bntulu on 13hb, which is today!!kesian gile kat dorg satu famly..yg kawan farid ni da tensen2 dari semalam da..kesian gile kt dorg..da la wife die ngah mngndung..tgh sarat2 tu datang dari jauh semata nk jmpe suami tercnta tp kapal lal tukr schedule..

[tak dapat fara bykan klu fara dalam situasi mcm tu..hUuuuu~]

pe yg fara taw ptg td, farid kate kawan die twon same ngan die pg td, kol 8.30..wife n parents die lak sampai kol 11 td..n his fren nek kapal semule kol 2 td...cube la korg kire brpe lame je dorg dapat jmpe????
poor them..sdey fara dgr..
at least, they shud tell diz earlier, a week or days b4..not 3 hours b4 nak masok port!!!!


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Puteri Delima kuar kol 4 ptg td lbey kurg..means no more his voice tonite..
uhukkkksssss~

Cik Puteri Delima..
kamu jage Mr. Paed saye tu baek2 taw..
yg saye taw, bile Mr. Pead saye tu twon nnt, die sehat je..
okey????
hEeeee~
time kaseh.....

^______^

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ouuuhhhh..terlupe plak nak cter..ari khamis aritu fara g Pusat Sains Negara ngan my siblings..dorg yg beriye2 ajak fara pegi sane..dorg kate d pameran "The Science of Survival: Save Our Earth"..

ape yg korg tgk tu ek????

played one of the scinece game there..

OMG!!!5 kg is my weight if i were in Pluto..

they'r playing the FUTURE GAME..

naqiudin is creating d food for his future-imagination life...

wahidah is creating her own future-imagination house...

use-ur-brain puzzle..

penat mmg tak yah cter la..Tuhan je yg taw..le kate setiap section kitorg masok..nek letih da kaki ni..
but seeing their satisfaction-of-the-knowledge-they-gain face tu, i feel so happy..at least, ade gak dorg blaja sumthing arini..dari dok umah takde wat pape, better dorg kuar cmni..hEeeeee~


after dat, pick up angah kt PPUM..mule2 ingt datang saje2 nak jmpe die..kebetulan plak tyme tu masing2 sume tak makan lg, so fara pon ajak la angah ikot kitorg makan sekali..
at first ingt nk g mid je..pastu pk2 kang nk carik parking susah..pluz tu tyme org balek keje..sah2 la ramai yg akan lepak makan kt mid tu..so, we headed to OU..PPUM n OU pon buknlah jaoh sgt pon..pluz, fara mgidam nk makan waffle ice cream OU tu...hehehehe


angah, nazirul n naqiudin masing2 order sizzling n claypot..wahidah lak nak makan burger king..so fara juz take away g burger king..me???sah2 la akn makan waffle ice cream my feveret tu!!!hEeeee~

we chit chat, makan2 sampai tak sedar da pkl 8.30 tyme tu..angah mmg da ckp nk g Padini Concept Store, nk g survey kasut..
so, kitrog tros mnghala ke sane..
dalam ati fara mmg da niat tak nak beli pape, tp taktau plak tgh sale..so apelagi, mmg grab la!!!!hahahahaa..
i grabbed 1 blue n 1 geen shirt...auuuuwwww!![sgt tak sabar nak pakai da ni..ahax]
laz2 angah pon grab pink shirt - kaler tu mmg feveret die!![poyo je kate n carik kasut]


since angah kene masok hostel b4 10.30, so tros la rushing balek anta die..naseb bek la sampai tmpat die tu tpt2 kol 10..then, we headed back tu seremban..

such a tiring day..but im hepi..first, hepi sbb dapat bawak my siblings kt PSN tu coz i noe dorg mmg da lame nk g situ..second, hepi sbb dapat grab 2 baju!!!muahahahaha..


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