mOod : piSsed off!!

PENEMPATAN GURU SANDARAN TIDAK TERLATIH (GSTT) 2009

Subjek diajar: Bahasa Inggeris
Sekolah: SMK Bukit Jalor, Gemencheh, N.9
Tarikh mula: 10 Julai 09


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my first impression:
just go, fara..dis is the only chance u have..forget about d so-kampung-&-felda thingy..yg penting, u dun have to tanam-anggur anymore..it's better for u to have a job, eventho u dun like, rather than waiting n keep waiting for the job dat u like yg-ntah-tntu-dapat-ke-tak..



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menerima dgn hati yg terbuka eventho jauh dalam sudut ati ni i noe i dun want..iv told him so many times dat iv met the gpk kt SMKTTJ ni n she, herself, want me to teach there..eventho the subject that i'v to teach at dat particular school are toooooo far away from wut iv been doing..MUSIC & GEOG...but, hey....im willing to learn..!!



iv to admit..the reasn i want that school is bcoz dekat ngn rumah ni..so, tak payah susa2 nk cari umah sewa bagai..n one more thing, my bro n sis oso study in that school..so pasnih ngn harapan dapat la g skolah same2 ngn adik2 sume..


tp hampeh.......



SMK Bukit Jalor
sumpah fara tak pernh dgr nme tempat nieh selama 22 tahun hidup atas muka bumi nieh..
td bile fara tnye kt en misri, die kate kt area tampin tu je..so i tot ok la kot..takde la jauh sgt eventho take around an hour jgak la klu nk balik jmpe my parents..tp sedapkan ati sendiri je larr..
tup2, sampai je umah td, after told my parents about it, dorg ckp tmpat tu jauh giler..ntah mane ceruk pon tak tau..mmg la dalam daerah tampin, tp klu nk ke pekn tampin tu, sempat la mnyak tu habes 3-4 bar..



[kepada sesiapa yg berkenaan yg asalnye dari tempat ni or gf/bf berasal dari cnie, fara mntak maaf dl yer..bukn bermaksud nk mngatakn tmpat ni hulu, tp fara sememgnye taktau kewujudan tmpat nie]



[kepada sesiapa juge yg suda mule merasakan mnyampah n sakit hati bile bce entri ni, jgn ragu2 tuk tekan 'X' kt atas penjuru kanan page nie yer..]




i dun mind sebenarnye kene teach English pon as it's my major n of cos amek TESL, kene la ajar English..[fara, ko ni tak paham2 lg ke????] that's not the prob pon..but d prob is tmpat tu sgttttttt la jauh ke dalam..n from wut iv heard, my auntie said sekolah tu kt felda..
aduyaiiiii..one more prob..yg ni mmg big prob.......!!!
nk cari umah satu hal..ngn perangai studs lg satu hal..environment, safety, bla bla bla bla.....




arrrrgggghhhhhh!!!!!!!!!



i just cant accept it.....





Ya Allah..sesungguhnye aku redha sekiranya ini dugaan yg Kau berikn kepadaku..cuma satu ku pinta..Kau permudahkan lah perjalanan hamba mu ini, Ya Allah..

~amin~





im not kinda person yg takle dok kampung or felda nieh..seriuosly, im not dat person..but the thing im scared most rite now is d environmnt n safety..i bet u all noe how's d life in felda kan??no need for me to cter lbey2..kang d yg marah plak..tak pasal2 label fara ni anti-kampung plak..



so, up to u guys nk ckp pape..yg penting, u'r not in my shoes rite now..



:(((





takpe fara..pegi je la dulu..tgk cmne keadaan kt sane..tak lame pon lg..til end of this year..n after dat u'r free..klu kire2, tak sampai 4 buln pon kt sane..a very short tyme compared to the month u went tru mase practicum dl..
anggap ni sume dugaan dari Nya..Dia lebey tau pe yg terbaek tuk sume makhlukNya..n insya Allah, segala pe yg berlaku dalam dunia ni, ade hikmahnye tersendiri..

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sayang..
baby terime gak diz job b eventho i noe i dun like it..dun like the place, to b specific..
i noe b u rili want to see me happy starting my career..but for now, i cudnt feel d 'happy' inside me..mb it takes time for me to have 'it'..im so sori b..




sayang..
we both noe the reason y im so eager to work padahal grad pon blom lg..n we both noe diz is just for temporary..insya Allah b..end of this year, im going to cont my Master..in ESL mb..n by that tyme, i oso hope i'l get a permanent job as a tutor or a teacher..sayang doakan bby k....
:)




sayang..
knowing that gemencheh n johor is not too far, i feel happy finally..at least, i noe..once u'r ere, sayang tak yah nak jmpe bby jauh2 cm dl lg..klu tak dl selalu je datang unisel or puncak alam semate2 nk jmpe bby..hEeee~
so, after diz, distance tu da jd dekat sket.. ^___^
n this is the ONLY thing that make me happy to go there..
[tp tu pon kene tnggu sebuln due lg..]







> sok nk g survey sekolah tu ngn my mom n klu le, nk cari umah sewa trus <