Moody kah Daku..??

pelik la rase diri ni arini..
ade je yg tak kene..

nk kate moody tu takde la sebenarnye..
coz pg tadi act as normal..
nothing weird..
n nothing juge yg ku rase tak betul..
~ suda mereng kah ku saat menulis entri ni..? ~

tp....


stat je masuk kelas 4 Hikmah td, at first, ok..
tp fara nek geram bile tnye, tak de sape nk mnjawab ~ even a word!! ~

fara tny simple ques je..
"When did i ask u to submit ur writing book?"
simple tak..?
~ bg saye, itu soaln yg plg mudah..n of coz jwpnnye mudAh gak : YES / NO ~
sOooooooooo simple..

tp tu pon takle jawab..
itu la yg trigger kemarahan saye arinie..
hUu~


ekceli, takde la marah pon..
juz mmbebel je..
mb my facial expression n voice tone yg wat dorg takut kot..
~ agaknye la..=p ~


so, dorg pon ngan bersungguh2 trus la mmbuke buku esei n mnyiapkn esei yg sptutnye diantar jum lepas..
~ ari ni da isnin..i oredi gave them extra 3 days utk mnyiapkn ONE esei okeyh ~


dalam ati tyme tu sebenarnye rae nk gelak coz kelakar tgk muke dorg masing2..
d yg baru terkulat2 nk wat keje larr..
d yg baru nk tmpal notes larr..
n studs laki, cm bese la ~cam zaman2 fara skola dl~ ade je alasan dorg..
kali ni dorg bg excuse yg advertisement fara bg laz week da hlg..
aduyai..
reason yg ku rase suda lapuk sebenarnye..
tp mmndangkan fara malas nk leter pjg2, iyekan je la..
~ adekah daku akn dilabel cikgu yg tak berdedikasi..?? ~


d la sorg stud ni..boy..
his name Syalim.. ~ fara kdg2 konpius ngan name die..sumtimes i called him Syamil.. hEe ~
td die ni masuk kelas lmbat sket..
bile masuk je, fara trus mntak buku writing..
mnggelabah gak die dok mncari buku td..
n at last, die dtg dpn, talk personally to me..
yg kelakarnye, pnye larr die try dgn effort yg bersungguh2 mmberi alasan yg advert die hlg..
n he talked to me in ENGLISH okeyh..totally English!!
tu yg wat fara rase bangge tu..
coz i noe that he's weak in d lg, so when he can speak in Eng, it definitely make me proud!!
~ dgn muke yg bangge la sgt..hEe ~
at least he has tried so hard..
mmg da lame notice die ni.. ~bkn notice utk dijadikan bf/ adik ipar/ wut so eva okeyh!! ~
everytime he talked to me, he will use Eng lg as the medium..
mmg la studs yg lenpon cmtu gak..
tp die ni len sket coz i noe yg die ni weak sket..
~ ellow!! im an Eng teacher..so, i SHOULD noe whether my stud can speaks well or not ~

:)

ok..back to the top..
naseb bek larr kelas 35minit je..
klu double period, mmg panas la telinga dorg dgr fara mengomel kt dpn sorg2..
da la fara kene diri spnjang kelas..
dorg lak senang2 duduk, tp tu pon tak nak wat keje..
hUu~ sadis btul...



akhirnye..fara mmbuat tindakan berani mati dgn kuar kelas cmtu je wifout saying anything..
~ naseb larr tak de pengetua kt skola td..klu tak, mati kene marah tnggalkan klas cmtu je..hEe ~
ekceli fara wat cmtu konon2 nk tnjuk fara protes ~ lah sgt!! ~
ahax..
n afta dat, i dunno wut happen to d claz..
~ rase2 nye dorg behave je kot..klu tak, mau nye tghari td da kene pnggil ngn GPK1 masuk bilik die..=p ~


afta dat, fara masuk bilik guru cm bese..
dok termenung sambil mmndang jam dinding mnntikan saat kol 12..


so..here it goes: the journey to 4 Dedikasi..


ekceli masuk agak lmbt td coz kene tolong my supervisor wat tags for drama comp khms ni..
eventho fara lmbat, but stil bile masuk kelas, ade je yg kurg..~ i mean studs larr ~
aiyooo..kene culik ngn bunian kot dorg nie..
=p


n kali ni, kes same cm td..
tak buat keje gak..
~ adekah saye tak cukup garang sehinggekan studs refuse to complete my work..? ~

but this tyme, instead of me membebel, fara biarkan je dorg bercakap..
they kept on talking..
n talking.....
n talking.................
n talking again..............


until..........


someone said ~tak silap fAra, Hatim kot yg bersore tyme tu ~
"Diam la korg..sambung la ngan presentation kite laz week"..
n another guy sambung..
"Korg tgk tu..teacher da nak nanges da tu"


yep..mmg btul..
tyme tu fara da terpacak kt dpn sambil bace notes 'The Necklace' for about 35 minutes..
korg bayangkan larr..
btapa pentnye berdiri..
then studs lak wat perangai..
ingtkan bile fara diam kt depan tu, dorg ni reti la tutp molot..
rupenye lg pok pek ade larr..
hUh~ yg kali ni mmg amat sadis..


sampai satu saat tyme tu fara mnggigil menahan marah..
~ tu la kelemahan fara..cepat sgt naik angin ~ :(
sabar je byk2 tyme tu..
klu lepaskan marah tyme tu gak, maunye sorg2 kene maki..
~ aduiii..mntak simpang la memaki hamun anak org ni ~


n of coz, bile marah ni da tak dapat nk cntrol, fara cried..
~ yep..im crying ~ :(
fara tak tau la d yg perasan ke tak..
tp klu da d yg bersore kate 'teacher da nak nanegs da tu', means sah2 la d yg perasan..
hUu~


act bukn la nanges teresak2 pon..
nanges coz menahan marah je sebenarnye..
tp nk wat cmne, geram sgt tyme tu..
nk marah anak org, tak berani..
so simpan je la dalam ati..
n laz2, sndiri yg marah, sendiri yg menanges..
uhukss..sdey nye..
:(


kan elok klu my cayunk d tyme tu..
coz he now how to make me cool..
^...... i miss u b.....




at laz, dorg pon present la keje dorg masing2 kt depan..
n of coz, d part yg tak complete..
so, fara pon tmbah la sket2 notes kt mane2 part yg patut..
~ tyme tu da cool sket da..mb teringt kt bb kot..hEe ~
so, the lesson continue till the bell rang..
n fara pon kua kelas aftr they wished me..



sampai je kt bilik guru, trus sit kt my place..
n sumthing has put a big smile on my face for diz whole day...
~ smile ear to ear LOL ~



someone has put this letter on my table..
n i noe who wrote it..
=p


cube korg bace letter tu..
kelakar kan..?
^____^


fara yg tgh moody tyme tu, bile bace je terus gelak sorg2..
hEe~


ayat pon rojak..men tibai je dorg nie..
hEe~

but, anyway, somehow, feel glad reading it..
hepi pon de..
cam terima kad or surt dari my hubby lak taw..=p


ahax..
i keep reading the letter sampai la d cekgu len enter the staff's room..
~kang klu ketawa sorg2, d gak yg cakap fara ni giler..hEe~



thanks ea farhana & fadhil for the letter..
appreciate it..
terasa ade gak yg mghargai diri ni.. ~blUekkk~

tau pon kecut perut bile sye marah..
tp wat keje tak nak..
klu terasa pasni nk anta surt layang cmtu lg, sile la trigger kemarahan saye lg yer..
time kaseh..
~sarcasticsm okeyh!!~

+i will keep the letter as a 'gift' from my students+

*im wondering wut will happen tomorrow d tyme i enter their class*